Isnt it good?

I used to think that Adele was annoying. I used to think that her songs were overplayed. I never thought to actually listen to her words. It is when I did when I felt sadness for her. I feel like I know where all her thoughts and words came from. All the words and thoughts and tears she had when she wrote because there was no way for anyone to understand. Love is nuts, and it makes you go nuts and when you love somebody with everything you are there is no pain that can compare. You literally feel broken, not yourself and stuck in an awful limbo that only time can take you out of. His face, your memories together is the only thing you can think about. There is so much fear, fear of letting go in the hopes yall aren’t over, fear of seeing them again even though you want nothing more, fear of being alone, fear of being misunderstood, fear of embarrassment, fear of not being able to find love like that again.
“Someone Like You”

I heard that you settled down
That you found a girl and you’re married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,”
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”

If you know deep in your heart you belong with this person you will do whatever it takes. You are willing to make yourself look crazy because NO ONE understands what its like. When she says I couldn’t stay away I couldn’t fight it I had hoped youd see my face and that you would be reminded that for me it isn’t over. Those simple lines say so much, how you can feel so much passion that you think just by seeing them things might some how work out and that they will remember what was and then you would be able to fix things. It might seem foolish but sometimes its necessary. You want the best for him you don’t want to get in the way of his dreams, and it hurts that he can have it all with out you, and you yourself are still in pain over him I guess that’s why she says nevermind, ill find someone like you. It’s a kind of sarcastic line but it’s the line from a pessimist. A slight attempt of making herself feel better and okay by thinking theres a chance ill find something like this again. Don’t forget me I beg. This person will always have a part of your heart and you hope in some way you have part of their heart and you can remember what that feeling was like at the peak of yalls existence together. And finally the last line sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, because really what else can you do? What else is there to say?

imu, mr
always